Merry Christmas 2011!!

Hah! Another month... Time for a new blog...


About a month ago... I went to Singapore with mom... Staying at Sis's place form 2 weeks... Hope to go Universal Studio but in the end still didn't make it... The weather's not good... Always raining in the afternoon... So, i can only wait until next time... During the stay, I got into a quite serious fight with family... But end up nothing the next day... Haha! We're always like that! Then, the last few days of staying, sis went to Sabah and left only me and bro... And we did nothing... Haha~


Then after the stay, we went back to KL for only 2 days, then we flew to Sabah... Had a stay for a week there... We went to Mt. Kinabalu... Climbed the mountain... I mean, we went for mountain hiking... Oh ya... That was also the first time i didn't manage to see the mountain early in the morning... The weather is quite bad... It was so cloudy even early in the morning the cloud blocks the whole mountain...


Oh... Bro drove grandpa's pick-up and fetch us up and down the mountain... All the way... In KK and out... Almost everywhere we went, he fetch us... Grandpa's getting better! He can talk as loud as last time he used to be, he still cannot walk yet but he can leave the bed after almost a year long... 


Grandpa's old doggie, the mixed German Shepherd dog... Is no longer there... The maid said that he died one day when she feed him... Mom's suspecting that he died because of the workers killed him... So sad that i heard this news... I love him so muchie... And even one last time i also couldn't see him... Then recently, the house added in 2 new small puppies... But although grandpa's sick, and grandma gives all her time to grandpa... So, there's only the maid who is taking care of the puppies... But the maid's not a good maid... Even until now, the puppies are so skinny and malnutrition... Hope they can survive... Haiz...


After i came back from Sabah, Comic Fiesta 2011 was the following event i got... But... Maybe my hopes are too high... But my first impression is not good at all... I don't know whether is the management or what... Just... Haiz... Not good... But, I managed to meet some RA members... (And actually only 2 out of hundred over people...) Finally met my Doitsu, Darren-kun... Kawaii nia... And i missed Ash-chan's cosplay... The one she prepared since long time ago when we were still at TARC... And worse, i can't even find one photo from that!!!! T^T 


Since the day before yesterday, I went to Midvally everyday... (only 3 days continuous...) So tiring and i end up buying NOTHING!!! I don't know why... Nowadays i can't find any nice clothes.. BUT, those kiddies' clothes are even more fashioned than ours.. Kind of 'jantung tak balance' le... I so wish i can be as small as them and wear those fashion fashion clothes!!!! Haiz..


Going to ice skating this Friday... With YingYee them... then Xmas and Xmas eve i leave it for my family... And Monday, i'm going to meet with Meh them... So, it sounds like i'm going to be busy soon... Haha~ Oh ya... I had enrolled a course at SEGi... A mechanical engineering course... The course starts on the 9th of January... So, soon i'll be back to school! Haha!


Hm... I think that's all for today... Very tired now... Going to sleep soon... Oyasumi na, Mori-senpai!


P/S : I printed a Mori-senpai with Honey-senpai's picture and stick it to my room's wall! Haha!!! >//[]//<

There's something i need to write down...

As i said, there's something i need to write down... So i start a new post here... The night before last night, I dreamed that i got married with Mori-senpai! On the 1st of May! Ha~ Finally~ We're changing status from engaged to married! So our anniversary should be 1st of May of 2011!!!!! Hm... I don't know why it is 1st of May, it just appear to be... And Mori-senpai's wearing a pure white suit... standing in front of me... Kyaaaa~~~~ >//[]//< This is so so so damn HAPPY!!!! Unbelievable! Haha~ 


Oh btw, i finally got a colour printer! I can start printing Mori-senpai's A4 size images, stick it all over my room! Ugagaga~ Can't help, I've been crazy over him for more than 5 years! Hehehe...


还有要在这里讲的是，偶要纪念纪念一下‘刺痛’这小说！ 作者是冰火草莓。这小说的主角们陪了我4年多！冰哥啦，旭哥啦，铮哥等等！要纪念是因为，我再也找不回这小说了。。。原本还很期待旭哥和童天棋的故事。。。But还是等不到。。。唉。。。
故事搭配是将的： 崔奕勋x韩冰
                                 鲁威x言铮
                                 童天棋x李旭
啊！！！冰哥！他们现在都是偶BLuezz...的股东之一哦～ Gya!

Wow... Parents arguing badly... Got trapped here...

Wow... The one and only staff here is getting everything very serious... Parents always argue about it... I don't know actually how they argue, because normally mom will tell me after the fight... but today i just got back to the office after helping dad submit something to the bank, they started arguing very seriously... This is really the first time i heard them argue so loudly... Maybe it's because the office is small and the echo is greater than usual... And dad just quickly call uncle and talk about the problem, they're then shouting each other through the phone... Poor uncle... Minna, shizumeru yo!!! 

Recent Life!

Wow! it's been another month from the last post! This is so me! Updating my post around a month! Hah! Anyway, let's just start blogging! 


Half a month ago, I mean 1st of November, is mom's birthday! And, i got my violin class replacement early in the morning... Mom let me drove back after the class... But i'm started to feel sick in the afternoon... Fall sick right away after my afternoon nap! It's quite a serious cold... And even until now i still couldn't get rid of the terrible cough! Every day and night! Parents keeps scolding me that i caught this cold is due to wetting myself under the rain that Sunday, but i think that the main reason is i caught some unknown germs brought back by my violin teacher from the hospital! (she only teach 2 days a week for music... the rest of the time is in hospital...) Yet, i didn't go for the doctor! Don't trust doctor much, so i just leave it there... That's why i'm still sick here! 


In the meantime, Kyouya asked me out for Pan Mee the first week, but i'm so sick that i really don't feel like going out... but the next week onward, Kyouya started her part time job... so we missed a chance to meet... Hm... And this Monday was a holiday, and i got dragged to my parents' singing class's classmate's orchard/farm! Although i was still very sick, but i had fun! I wore my jacket that day, but i changed my jeans to shorts just to go down the river to play! I didn't wet myself due to the cold and the river water is very cold too, i just hopped from rock to rock to the middle of the river! Some uncle aunties just throw themselves into the small rapid and have a natural Jacuzzi! Mom wet only her legs as she's too affraid of the cold water... Dad stayed dry and safe at the riverside talking with the others. It was a very enjoying trip! And we bought some fruits too!


Starting on Wednesday, i started to help in daddy's office...until now it's been 3 days working... As for a person like me, i don't know whether i really can continue working next week... I always stopped after 3 days OR weekends... Haiz... 


Oh! Btw, i had some new friends on FB due to RA group... It's a group gathered with a lot of fu-chan! And they always attend comic festival events, meeting peple with the same interest... I really hope to meet them in one of the festival... But got prohibited by parents... So, i can only chit-chatting with them on FB, watching them planning their events for the coming festival... Haiz... Ma, can't help also, just leave it there bah...


Oh yeah! Brother suggested that i go sell some Angry Bird plushies in Singapore online as i am so bored here... I'm really thinking about it... But... hm... Just... I'm too lazy to move... Haiz... Anyway, the plan's not fixed yet, so i'm just waiting Sis to come back and have a real discussion with her!


Ja, that's all for today or maybe this month...? Haha! Becoming lazy in posting because there's not much time for me to have a computer AND thoughts AND inertia at the same time recently... All the computers(Laptops and Desktops) are useless at home! Only the one and only one at the living room and the iPad... I don't like people starring or gazing or looking or reading or whatever they do with their eyes focusing on the screen(as in the 42" LCD TV) when i'm writing one... And it's not comfortable using iPad for typing... So... Haiz...


Owari! 

Ouran High School Host Club!

Ok... let's see... actually this manga already ended quite some time ago le... but it just keep having some short stories about their life after 2 years... they seem to be all in Universities now... and Haruhi grown her hair back but in different style as the one she got in Junior High... and somehow... all the guys seems to be taller... even Honey-senpai is almost even to Haruhi le... hehe~ and when Haruhi stand by Tamaki's side, it's like Mori-senpai and Honey-senpai like that... ahahaha~ oh yeah! Hikaru and Kaoru have different hair style le... and i really love Kaoru's new hairstyle! Kyaaa~~~~~ the stories are still very funny! i really like it very muchie... hehe~ 


Erh... recently due to Warui koto shitai series, i kind of have a glasses fetish... kukuku... so... oh! and the mangaka's drawing really looks alike  so... i kind of NOTICED Kyouya's present... ahahaha~ erh... kind of... like him jor... if kyouya saw this she'll really make a fuse again! haha~ and hor... i rewatched Ouran anime series... and found that actually Nekozawa-senpai is also very very very de shuai! heh! oh... Mori-senpai, daijoubu da na... i still love you! gya!


And hor... due to skipping chapters while reading Ouran manga series... (too lazy to wait for every episodes last time...) so found that i actually don't know senpai quite well... ><" and last time i simply clicked a chapter... and ONLY found that Mori-senpai no only good in Kendo but also Judo and Karate do... erm... me very de satpai though... we had been in love for more than 5 years le... and... haiz... -.-"


Ok.. stop thinking negatively... (kukuku~) that's all i think...  ja na!


P/s: opps... due to really cureless Fujoshi-ness... now i only found that Ouran is a very rich in Shonen Ai's manga... ku!
Pairings...:
1. Hitachiin brothers! (Hikaru and Kaoru)
2. MoriHani complex... (Mori-senpai and Honey-senpai) *sobbing.... Mori-senpai's MINE!!!*
3. Kasanowa and his servant...? (don't quite know how to spell his name and don't know the other's name...)
4. Tamaki and Kyouya...? (If Haruhi's not there... or even Haruhi's there... Kyouya still is the so-called Mother and Tamaki's obviously the Father...)


oh... talked too muchie le... hehe~

Kaoru and Hikaru

Funny Host Club Members... (WIthout Kyouya)

Kyouya 

All the Host Club members!

Home Alone...

Since last night, i am in a 'home alone' situation... (oh souda, 'situation' reminds me of 'good situation'... haha) yesterday early in the morning, daddy went down to Singapore le, and at night, mama went back to Sabah le... so i'm the only one at home now... at home, no transport for outing... so totally trapped in the house... so i pretend to be 'transparent' by jaming the house with loud music and video without showing any sign of me from the others! haha~ ok... since the day before, i started to watch Bleach the Movie ... the sad thing is, it's only 4 movies until now, so today i started to watch the series... simply click and found out that baka Ichigo still haven't defeat Aizen yet... and first, i really really really hate Ichimaru Gin, but right before he died, only know that he's actually a good guy... he did everything just for Matsumoto... but, still die jor... Ichigo also, he ends up using the final Getsuga Tenshou... and lost Zangetsu also... 

but hor... Bleach got alot of doujinshi... even yaoi... but i really don't know the story itself contain such a high level of homo love... ahahaha~ such as, Kira towards Gin, or Gin towards Aizen (got betrayed... haha), even Soi Fon sama towards Youruichi also... other than that, that's someone, a girl, likes Inoue so much...? haha~ this is so damn funny!!!! oh ya, Zangetsu also! when he said what he wants to protect that time... wow... it's like confessing love to Ichigo! ahahaha~ that's so damn funny...

Anyway, the young Zangetsu, Ten...tenbo??? Zangetsu (the bankai form la!) looks so dam alike with Ulquiorra! and when he combines with the what ar...? the white white hollow ichigo, wah... even similar to Ulquiorra! ahaha~

talk about Ulquiorra... he's dead... sad thing... haiz, Grimmjow also die jor... anyway, i don't know that Hisagi like Matsumoto that much one... even daydreaming during mission... ahahaha~ really damn funny, Bleach! no wonder it's so popular... but my Soi Fon sama and Tatsuki is the best! GYA!

Money!!! a lot of money!!!

Today i went to MidValley with parents to change some japanese yen... and stupid japanese yen, so hard to buy... everywhere got no stock... and we had to buy it little by little... and today, when we went to Maybank asking for japanese yen, there's about 4 to 5 chinese, took about RMB 20,000 to change to RM... the money is so so so muchie! a lot of cash! then we went to the money exchanger to buy the rest of the money, and there's two chinese, also with RMB 20,000 with them... then the money exchanger beside us, there's the same people from Maybank queuing... oh gosh... it's the first time i saw so muchie so muchie money in my life! mommy guess that those money are stolen from China to here... so they quickly change it all to destroy evidence... scary china people...

today read newspaper... know that the second k-pop wave is gonna hit Malaysia again... this time got BigBang and FT Island... wow~ however, the sad thing is... SHINee's not coming... i don't think they'll come... haiz... 

yesterday i went to Redbox with pecky, and i finally claimed my birthday voucher! but... there's some voucher i need to sacrifice... coz the deadline is so near that it's impossible for me to use it... haiz... anyway, due to their anniversary, i got more vouchers too~ hehe~ alot of redbox vouchers now~ hahahaha

My A Level results...

11th of August, which is today, is the a level results releasing day... yup! it's today! yesterday i went to sleep very very late night, it's not that i was afraid of my coming results... i'm just happened to be catching up in a novel on the net... then i promised mama that i will wake up really early this morning... hehe~ guess what... i really make... it's 9am!( PS : usually i wake up at 12pm...) so... although i was still late, daddy mammy already waiting for me in the living room.. yet... after i wash my face, i thought of find out my results first before heading for breakfast... so... i was so damn nervous along all the time while i was changing, bringing all the important stuff before going down to the living room and switch on the computer... the bad thing is... this stupid computer... although it's new, but it's so slow in start up... i kept waiting full of nervous and bad thought... and when i open the web browser and key in the website, stupid webpage just won't show up! i got fad up refreshing the page N times and while refreshing, my nervous gradually decresed... anyway, when i finally logged in, i was so damn surprise i got straing A's! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ wa, wa, wa, sore sore sore, wa, wa, wa... opps... gomen, back to the topic.... i am so excited! ok... reveal my results first... before the A2, let's have the AS one first... i think my AS was in my previous blogger...


AS results........tada!!


Biology                               a (84)
Chemistry                           a (81)
General Paper                   c (60)
Mathematics                       a (94)
Physics                               a (90)


A Level Final Results........... TADA!!!


Biology                               A (81)
Chemistry                          A (87)
Mathematics                     A (87)
Physics                              A (84)


you know what... i kind of sad that my maths couldn't got A*... only 3 marks away... but, i dare not believe that i got the highest for chem among the 3 sciences... hehe~ and daddy keep said that it's a waste that my maths couldn't get A*... -.- i am so depressed about it le and he just won't stop reminding me about it... -.- just only one breakfast and i heard N times about it le... -.- 


and on FB, those baka baka baka ichiba daibaka no further maths students kept saying that everything are less don't know how many marks from A* -.- i felt more depressed when i saw everyone's talking A* everywhere... even though i got straight As!!! ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! baka baka baka BAKAAAAA!!!


anyway, i'm still happy for my results... just don't let me hear others mention A* again!!! ><

happy birthday!!

this year i got my two birthdays next to each other! it's 5th and 6th of August! yay! (FYI : 6th of August is the 7th of July in Lunar calender...) oh ya... my birthday is so meaningful! last time i saw that 5th of August is a friendship day... and 7th of July is chinese valentine's day! ahahaha~ 


Anyway, my first birthday, i celebrate with gorgor and his friend, we went to time square... have some arcade, archery shooting and bowling~ it's quite fun~ then we had dinner with family in a korean restaurant... hehe! the next day, we went to K box... it's not redbox so i still couldn't claim my birthday voucher yet! haiz... and we had our dinner at Leo's cafe... because it's really late so we ate there... and gorgor bought 3 pieces of secret's cakes... after that we had fun at home with cakes... we spent the night playing Monopoly Deal!  anyway, that's how i spent my 2 continuous birthdays! (at first i thought that i can go genting one lor... i really thought that i can go theme park one... mah... iina... mou daijoubu da na~)


and the following days, gorgor's friend came to stay at our house... and we had some fun... Monopoly Deal is actually the friend's card game but we play it together lah... then me, gorgor and his friend play some pc games... and finally i got to play Metal Slug again! haha~


and yesterday... jiejie scare me! yeah... i know i got this very mild seizure... and the doctor had inform me to take medicine everyday... although i don't feel like it... (it's so mild that i could just ignore it! it's my personality to ignore those things that's i'm not concern! kuku) but i still follow the doctor's instructions... the doctor said that the medicine i take doesn't have much side effect... but what jiejie searched and told me yesterday was totally not informed by the doctor! sei ye! baka isha! 庸医! that's why i hate to go see doctors! yeesh! and now i really scared to take that medicine le... but i just couldn't stop like that... but i don't want to become stupid! iiya da iiya da!!! dai kirai yo!!!! baka baka baka~ oh, gorgor said that i'm starting to get slow in reaction... oh gosh... definitely don't want that!

i got seizures!!!

Just came back from hospital... due to the fainting from last wednesday, i got an appointment for EEG scanning this morning... after the scan, the doctor said that i got seizure--偶发羊吊了！ although it's just a mild one... but it still can cause me fainting once every few years... (and from my own calculation, it happens once every 3 years!) and now i had to take medicine every day and night... haiz~ why am i that not lucky... i prefer it's just a cause of low blood pressure and low blood sugar... too bad...


oh right, gorgor and jiejie came back to KL... and today's jiejie's last day here... going back at night with Kelly... gorgor might be going back next week...and, this friday's my birthday! yay! and next week's kyouya's birthday! kukuku~ plan to meet...? plan to meet or not...? eh... now only i realized that Mori-senpai's birthday is also on the fifth,5! it's just the month is different! hehe~ and this year, i got 2 days continuous birthdays! because 6 of august is 7 of july in chinese calendar! my birthday too!!! ugagagaga~

recent life... and mangas!

after that severe muscle pain.... i'm like happily walking everywhere... (at home) and it's not denggi or what lah... just maybe too much movement from ondo and get terrible muscle cramp... i really didn't get THAT serious before when i was in bball club... anyway... lately got terrible buttock pain... haha~ might be sitting too muchy jor... it's like almost 13 hours sitting non stop for almost 2 months! that's why... hehe! buttock pain... oh ya... actually today's daddy's birthday... but we didn't celebrate though... and uncle John's here... staying for a night and fly off tomorrow early in the morning... oh ya... recently keep eating a lot of durians... almost everyday i got to have a durian meal... haha!


let's talk about manga... i'm concluding what i get from reading so many mangas...(and it's all purely yaoi... haha!) there are some mangaka i like really muchy due to the drawing style... and i found that most of them (might be all of them...) are girls... and the FANTASIZING is what i wanna say... really... girls definitely very good in fantasizing... not muchy guys like stuff like that... can't even find a mangaka who's a guy...(maybe only girls like romance and love here love there...?) erh... and i don't know... maybe there's much more fujoshi than fudanshi in the world... and i got added into this group of all this yaoi fans...(by a fujoshi friend...) and their fantasizing are... wow... far more from my expectations... they're oh gosh... really think too muchy... i thought i'm the worst le... and... haiz... maybe i'm only the worst among my KC friends...? and only me this crazy girl will fall in love with a manga character for almost 6 years... anyway... i won't let go of Mori-senpai though... he's mine~ gya!


oh... let's say... about fujoshi... i finally knows what it means from wiki...(it says that some people[female] might call themselves fujoshi even they're not that interested in yaoi... it's used as otaku in that term...) due to my friend (a fujoshi...) she really is a true otaku... however... i found that people who are fujoshi mostly are otaku...? don't know... that's what i thought lah... and... i know i'm not one... that's why i always deny it when people said that i read a lot of mangas... i am definitely NOT a otaku... to be a otaku, then i should really work very very hard... but i don't plan on being one... hehe! i'm too lazy to become one...


anyway... other than otaku and fujoshi... let's talk about cosers... (cosers = cosplayers) due to i'm a very very uncured-able fujoshi, ofcourse i'll hope to have yaoi cosplays... but... it's so damn hard to find one... most of the yaoi cosers are girls... and... what it become? it became a yuri cosplay...(although they're cosplaying in male characters...) haiz... i admit it that some of the cosers are pretty cool... but... still it's a girl... haiz... anyway... other than yaoi, ofcourse i'll also will find some very nice photos of those professional cosers.... they're really good in it! they really looks like the real one from manga... they're so damn professional! haiz!(too cool that i sigh...?)


ok... let's stops here... time to go to bed with Mori-senpai! kyaaaaaa~ (and this is fantasizing...)

severe muscle cramp! terrible sore throat!

guess what... the next day after Bon Odori, i got severe muscle cramp! not the usual ones i got after exercising... at first i thought that it's only normal muscle pain... but the difference is it's not the muscle that is in pain but is like muscle cramp or leg twisted pain...(抽筋) through my whole body... i can't even walk properly, use my hands properly... even getting up from a sitting position is painful~ and the number of places affected increased today... by the way, yesterday noon... i had my nap and don't know what happened to my throat, i keep coughing and coughing... after that, my throat sore... and today it worsen! oh gosh... can't even swallow my saliva... but the point is... when i'm eating or drinking... which is when i'm swallowing something it's seems to be alright... but not only saliva... sometimes can't even talk properly... i am so sick! arh!


oh but... i just ate durians after dinner! haha~ don't care about my body at all~ ><

Bon Odori! Yay!

This is my first time to Bon Odori! i had known this festival since i stepped into secondary school... but... everytime i missed the chance to go there... and after i leave my high school... thus finished my pre-u studies... i only got a chance to attend this bon! and it's TODAY! yay! hm... first... let's talk about what i imagined before arrive there... i was imagining it's like a street with a lots of stalls... and of course got people wearing yukata or kimono... and there's this ondo dance there... the ondo dance ring is quite similar to my imagination... but the stalls there is totally different from mine... coz it's held in a stadium... of course they have it in the field... and what i imagined is streets...? got this idea from mangas... hahahaha~ before going there... there's some information which doesn't seems that good...? like... mama said jiejie been to one when she's still in TJ... after school... and the traffic's so terrible and after they reach there it already ended... and i'm so scared when friends are going to drive there in stead of taking public transport... but in the end... it doesn't jam... maybe we arrive early...? we arrived just ngam ngam they started... and luckily there's parking lot for us! and when on the way there... Kyouya sent a message stated that it's quite 'fun'... it's like... not that fun...? but i found it's interesting and fun... maybe i like to dance gua... hehe~ guess jiejie will like it also! i keep dancing the whole ceremony... although the songs are repeated... yet i finished all the dances! haha! oh ya... stuff there are so damn expensive... i spent 15 bucks just for 2 bottles of drinks and 3 onigiri... (and that's my dinner... -.-") somehow i still heard some japanese said... 'hontou ni yasui ne, doushite?' and it means 'it's really cheap huh, why?' walao! those richie! yongsui! oh ya... jiejie told me that there are more people wearing yukata in japan than here... ok... this one i can guess lah.. but it's really a lot of people wearing it! besides japanese... some malays and indians... chinese i don't know... cause i really couldn't tell the differences between chinese and japanese... although some really looks much different! and... just don't say i'm racist... i just felt that it's 'quite' weird to have kudung with yukata... heh... >.< oh ya... saw a guy really manga... his hair style... but i think his dressing is due to the perfomance lah... yet! the outfit is so damn cool! when it's under spotlight... haha~ cause it's made of what's that call? erh... light reflecting materials...? and i can't move my eyes away from him... keeps staring at people...'s pants... haha~ cause only the pants are attractive... although the hairstyle too... but i like the outfit ONLY~ ahaha~ and some kodomo are sooooo cute~ GYA! they're running everywhere with their cute little yukata~ haha~ so cute~ oh... and i got 2 bon odori fans as souvenir... haha~ (although it's quickly become rubbish at home... ><) and, that's all my first trip today! hehe~

Damn stupid violin exam...

Today... is my stupid violin Grade 5 exam... and guess what? i failed it!!! -.- it's not that i wanna fail it... is that haiz... yeah... it's my fault... -.- 3 exam pieces are in a mess... and scales and arpeggios are all out of tune... let's not talk about sight reading... it's totally rubbish! i even don't know what i'm playing... start to laugh out in the middle of the piece... -.-" then... that's the aural test... the first test is the singing test... ok... ruffly pass i guess... and that stupid sigh singing... -.- always... always! got one note out of tune -.-" haiz... that's true that  A SINGER IS NOT A FAMILY OF MUSICIANS... then the answering questions... how to explain why i choose 20th century oh?!?!?! teacher didn't explain to me what... -.- i only know Barack is serious... Classical is happy and simple... Romantic and Modern  i totally don't know how to explain... i rather he ask he whether it's homophonic or contrapuntal... baka! >< and this last question! clap and say whether is 2,3 or 4 time... i stupidly said 3 time... and after that i only figure it out is 4-.- i SHOULD have said 4 no matter what!!! oh gosh!!!! it's a total mess!!!!


and before exam... i got a terrible nightmare... i dreamed myself totally couldn't play all the 3 exam pieces... and the examinar's going to fail me.. and i begged to let me try again... and yet... still fail... -.- haiz... this is so losing confident... -.- stupid exams! crap!!!! ARH!!!! yongshui!!!! ><

Oh... Scary...

It's a nightmare again! another nightmare! oh gosh... this time... it's like i'm watching movie like that... it's so bloody too... -.- this time it's more to final destination those disgusting dying style... -.- fingers got chopped off... the hands keep bleeding non stop... everywhere's covered with blood... this time... there's no sensor of those creepy images... oh gosh... made me so damn frightened... luckily i'm not in that 'role'...? i'm just an audience... hehe~ but... it's so terribly scary... it's like it happens right in front of me... this close... you can see everything... arh!!! i'm gonna crazy!!! now i know! it's definitely that stupid violin exams' fault! yesh!

Dream...? Nightmare...?

Guess what? i had a nightmare last night... i seldom have nightmares... even though i have dreams like being chased by others... it's also appears to be like Jacky Chan's action movies those type... and normally i have this sort of action dreams is due to stress...? (oh ya... normally i couldn't know that whether i'm stressful or not... it only shows with my action dreams...) but last night... i don't think i have anything to be stress about... (or maybe my violin exam...?) but i got a really scary nightmare... it's like those korean horror ghost movie like that... everywhere's so bloody... the whole place covered with blood... but it's also feels like the scene i 'watched' before... so that i 'know' what's going to happen and i can ditch away from the 'ghost' or what attacks... yup! at last i don't know how i ran out... i'm alive... but the weird thing is... those bloody scenes should be bloody but i don't find that it's THAT bloody... maybe even in my dreams someone 'sensored' it...? hahahaha~ my dream is so dramatic~ but... it's really really scary... ><


And this afternoon... i took a 3 hours nap... (this is my normal napping period... ><) dreamed quite alot...? first one is... i don't know why... it's like i'm laughing weirdly... creepy laugh...? haha~ and i even found that in reality i'm smiling while sleeping... -.-" but it sometimes happens on me... then it's jiejie's cruise trip... don't know why... it became 'The Singapore's First Star Cruise'... and what's inside it are something weird...? big casino...(this should be there lah!) and wildlife conservations (=.=|||), theme parks... and sorts of funny things... and i even blamed that why jiejie didn't bring me along... hahahaha~ and the third dream...don't know why... it appears that i'm a working girl... maybe office lady...? -.- and i'm heading somewhere with my colleges for lunch... we 'cycle' there with a weird looking bike... and on the road... i think there's cars around but we just don't care about it... then after we reach the restorant... most of the people feel like eating prawn noodles... (and i don't know why... -.-" hate it!) some wants to eat YeeMee...(oh gosh... all are the ones i hate! yesh!) and there's 10 of us... so i ordered 5 sets of 'HaMin soup'(prawn noodles soup), 4 sets of YeeMee dry and 1 set of PanMee soup...(that's mine! hehe) then we're waiting.... and i found that my PanMee soup is so different from KL's.. it's Tomato with eggs soup base... it's like 番茄浇汤板面... sounds weird for noodles though... and i'm gonna eat it then daddy wake me up for dinner.... >< oh gosh! it looks so damn yummy and i couldn't try it even one bit!!! gosh!!!!!


Mommy gave a conclusion of my dreams... when i'm telling her my nightmare story... she said... am i writing novels? haha~ because i remembered the details so clearly! like... where's the key for the door to escape... and there's a couple in the room... and there's 3 people in the stuff room... 2 teachers and 1 student... and the student appeared to be 'my' best friend in this scary nightmare... AND she's the one got 'controlled' by the 'ghost'...? and she's the one killing us... >< that stuff room should be the first place where people got killed...( according to the movie in my dream...?) but it happens in the classroom i think... first... i saw it when there's alot of things in my hands... i abandoned them and start running to the doors... i passed by a few guys which are my classmates and ask them to run too... but i don't think they make it... >< and the story starts... oh gosh... stop thinking about it... it's scary and now is late night le~ GYA!  oh ya... at the final part where i got rescued... on a bus... don't know why... gorgor, jiejie and kelly is there... and kelly's sitting behind me... starts coughing... and it terrifies me... (information from that dream, people who are coughing might be the victim of the 'ghost'....? by turning them into a killer...?) and that's it! the end!!! oh gosh... now that i look at it... it really is so dramatic! like a movie!!! >< anyway... my dreams are like that! haha


Mori-senpai... Tasukete ne!!!

How to Train Your Dragon!! Toothless!!! GYA!

You know what... i have been rewatching this movie 'How to Train Your Dragon' alot of times recently! I watched 6 times within 2 weeks now... maybe tomorrow might watch again... or maybe later... but i just finished watching JUST NOW! Oh gosh... this movie is so addicting... why? because... Toothless the Night Fury!!! He's so so so damn cool!!! he's cool! he's cute!!! oh gosh... look at his flying skills!!!! looks at his power!! and also his intelligence!!! oh gosh!!! i really wanna own one...

Meet Toothless the Night Fury!

This is the movie i mentioned! Toothless and Hiccup!

See this cute Toothless??

And... let me also introduce the soundtrack of this movie... most of the songs are orchestra based music... it's for the background music in the movie... there's only one song with human vocal... it is used  as the ending song of the movie... haha~ AND, the song, 'Forbidden Friendship'! it's very nice! i really like it very muchy! although the main theme is great too... but i LOVE this song! and i also attached a video for this song... it's part of the movie scene in 'How to Train Your Dragon'!!! hope you guys like it!!!

Here's the video! 'Forbidden Friendship'!

Life...

Just came back from Singapore... Actually planned that this time will go Universal Studio to play geh... but bad luck... it's raining everyday in Singapore... >< and daddy's car broke down on the way down to popo's house... luckily today get back the car le... recently read a novel online... hehe~ like it very muchy! coz it's about human, wolf, fox, butterfly, bear, and vampires... ugagagaga~ poor human to meet these sort of 'things' haha~ and i really really like Hetalia's Japan le.... Gya! this is how Japan sounds like... and this song is too cute le... maybe find a day i'll post one that's the Hetalia version geh... this is Japan version geh... hope you guys like it~ GYA~

Hetalia!

Arh! Hetalia is too funny jor!!! Gya!  it's  about WWI and WWII so... there's Axis and Allies... Axis got Germany, Italy and Japan. Allies got US, UK, France, Russia and China... And some of their weapon are too damn funny!


Italy ---> a stick attached a white flag... (surrender purpose... -.-)
China ---> a big wok and a spoon...? oh gosh... and China still can win Germany with a hand gun and Japan with a Samurai sword... totally speechless... and Italy... let's just forget it... haha~


And this kawaii manga involved not only history but also alot of BL... until now i already see at least 3 pairs le... >< Germany x Italy, US x UK, Austria x Switzerland... haha~ cute!


maru kaite chikyuu, maru kaite chikyuu, maru kaite chikyuu, boku Hetalia! GYA!

China

Japan

Hyahoo!!!

Hyahoo! exam finished! and this also means that my TARCollege life ends here... somehow... not muchy feelling after exam.. just felt relax... and hor... baka Xuan and Tyan... play bball don't tell me earlier! i KNOW that they will play one... don't know... just feel like it lor... and starts to watch Hetalia... the one about history geh anime... and cannot tahan jor... too funny le... and i don't know why... maybe it's japanese anime... so somehow there's BL involved... haha~ Italy and Germany are too sweet jor... oh... by the way... what i like is Japan and China! GYA~ but... i think the voices of both of them should dabalik lor... it' feels weird... but... haha~ funny... China keep talking in chinese and Japan is so japanese... Hungry really IS a Fujoshi... Ugagagaga~ and tomorrow's going to renew my passport before going to Singapore this week end... after that will go sing K with friends... and thought about bball... yerr... i really wanna play lor... but need to go home mah! baka! baka! baka baka baka! バカ！anyway... exam finish jor, do nothing at home now... really nothing! only thing can do is watch Hetalia... =.=|||

Haiz... Feel like crying!

Bad day! such a bad day! that stupid Chem P4 crash my life today! stupid stupid stupid! baka baka baka!!! arh!!!! why is it like that... it's totally different from pass year papers... crap crap crap!!! Woo... feel like crying... but no tears come out... -.-"

And this is the last week i'm staying at hostel... got smacked out by the office... i even haven't finish my exam yet! haha~ and daddy's very sick now... everytime scared that i got infected by him... but it's wednesday now! and i'm still healthy healthy here... and i don't even care about small flus... (i can even start hopping around half an hour later after my dizziness...) see? see what kind of a person i am? I'M A STRONG GIRL!  kukuku...

Recently got a habit of laughing as 'kukuku..' haha~ it's kinda weird... but don't know why, just feel like doing it... haha~ some how.. i'm 'laughter' has no once been 'normal' before... so... not much to be surprised... haha~

Oh ya... Kyouya's very sick now too... don't know... maybe the weather's changing... everybody fall sick easily... and I'M sitting for my exams... haiz... it's like that... not until exam time no people get sick! haha~ and just really feel like meeting Kyouya lor... dont' know... too long time didn't see her le... Meh them also... but i give up meet them out le... coz every time not until 4 of us can meet out they won't see me geh... -.-" like i'm a monster or what? although I'M a Vampwolf... Gya! and found that meeting out with Kyouya is much more easier!

Oh ya... heard that daddy wanna go Singapore right after my exam finish... maybe i can go find Meh... but really don't know how...? oh gosh! my passport should be expired jor! is it..? don't know... should go back and check... miss jiejie... and gorgor, gorgor suan le bah... we're in two different world le... -.-" cannot communicate jor! kukuku~

Haha~ and there we stop here... KU! :P

Gaara

Almost fainted today...

Wow... today really almost fainted... today it's my first day... so it's like a bit PMS... hehe... and yesterday i didn't even sleep properly... stay up late late at night like now... haha! then afternoon we went to MidValley for lunch... i can't even finish my lunch and start to feel dizzy... very dizzy until sweat like bathing... then luckily gor gor's there.. and i no need to walk by myself to the car with mom them... and gor gor piggy back me to the car park... before reaching the car park even got a wheelchair for me! gya! anyway... it's a half an hour thing... and i like nothing on the car way to clinic le... and i even jump down from the car and hop to mama there to the clinic! kekeke~ oh.. by the way... it's BeiJing TongRenTang... so... conclusion... nothing lah!

And just now i checked back my old times' collections... it's all the notes, short messages and some letters from my KC's friends... and some birthday cards too... then i found that... actually a lot of people like me...? haha! it's like quite perasan to say that... but as for a person who's not popular in school like me... got at least 5 person like me jor... so... it's kinda... weird... or happy...? haha! oh right, all 5 are girls... haha! maybe i'm really looks like some one that girls will like instead of guys...? haha! but i'm really really not a homo... hontou dana! and now in TARC i'm guessing for maybe 3 person like me lah... maybe this time i really perasan lah... haha! aiya... i'm like that... no cure! haha

Hm... somehow... maybe i'm actually very popular at school (KC)... i mean among teachers... coz last time i went back... a lot a lot of teachers remember me... even can call out my name and still remember which batch and which class i'm in when they teach me... haha... maybe I'M really a very very bad student...? haha! somehow i'm happy that i'm that popular... then it means that students might also know me! ugagagaga~ ok... i'm a bit out of control here... don't think too much lah! it's over! kuku~

Anyway, last 3 papers ganbatte lah... gor gor's returning to SG tomorrow noon... so... bye bye from here first lah... and don't know whether we can go have some fun or not... he's starting his internship next week... until his final year starts... haiz... our time always crash... it's either i'm having holiday and he's taking exam or the other way... -.-" ok... stop here then... ja!

oh ya! i'm growing my wisdom tooth! teehee!

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Two weeks to go... and only 3 papers left... time passes so quickly... in two weeks time i'll the an ex-TARCian... After that... what to do? somehow i know i will miss a lot of people! firstly, the bball gang... coz it's my only time and only gang that will play bball with me... haiz... peggie them still can meet out anytime... but playing bball is not easy to gather... haiz... 

And now... missing Kyouya all the time... haha! don't know... just... everytime thought of her... what can i do...? yet, still miss her... Kyouya, it's YOUR time to treat me a cake! kyaa! haha... really feel like meeting Ya now... ><

Oh ya... recently 'next next door' don't know why... start to 'run away' from me le... haiz... feel like i'm being drag by her everytime... and don't know why... everytime i just feel like being fooled by her... it's like she wants to show that i'm always listen to what she said... =.=||| really really perasan! i don't know lah... maybe she think that i still 'like' her that's why i'll listen to every word she said...? wah!!! chinca michoso! i don't know lah... maybe all those at school popular popular geh people also think like that one..? even Sandra...? hahah! i really dohn't know muchy about her... anyway, back to the topic... this person... i don't know why i really got annoyed by her... emotion...? erh... how to say... haiz... just... i loose all my pride...? in front of her... i'm really like a pahbo! haiz... 

Senpai... doushiru...? ore wa hontou ni tsukaretta... ano teme bakayarou kara... haiz... senpai wa hontou ni aitai ne... ma...senpai wa ore no soba ni iru ne, itsumo! haha!

Oh... should stop here... other people might think i'm crazy... haha! joudan dana! joudan! but... it's really time to stop... see ya...

Opps... before that... thanks to those who really truely like me... i know i'm a bad bad girl... demo sa, hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu ne, senpai! kyaaaa!

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Watched some MV just now... and now i can conclude one thing... not only that i lilong hair guys... i also like short hair girls... is like... they're really very attractive... let's see...


for guys, 1. Heechul (SuJu) 2. Taemin (SHINee) 3. Kevin (U-kiss) 4. Kim Jae Wook (Antique Bakery - SeonWoo) 5. Jang Keun Seuk...


for girls, 1. GaIn (BEG) 2. Ha Ji Won (Secret Garden - RaIm) 3. Eunjung (T-ara) 4. Park Shin Hye (You're Beautiful - MiNam) 5. Min ( Miss A)


ok... now i think i'm abit weird... anyway, it won't affect me either... somehow i'm really a weirdo! haha


yesterday chit chat with KC friends... erh.. Baby YingYee lah... and i only know that she and BeeBee really thought that i'm a real L (les...)... ok... i odn't know why... they say i just make them feel like one... -.- but if i really really really only aiming for girls, then i WON'T love Mori-senpai for almost 5 years lah!!!! Baaaaaaka~


hm... did i really look like one...? who prefer girls more than guys...?

New home new life...

What a nice tittle for this... Some how i'm not really gonna write something about this new blog... last blog i abandoned thought i don't feel like abandon it... but it's not MSN Space at all... it's totally different thing... if i have to start again, why don't i choose something more people knows...? Anyway, blogs are created for people to read... although i said not to say something about this, but i  just accidentally crapped so much without knowing... and here to say sorry about my old blogs... really miss you guys...(yeah, i'm someone who's choose to live in the past...)

Anyway, A-level final examination's coming... and i'm still sitting in front of the computer, creating my new blog, posting rubbish... still... don't plan to study those stupid things... it's gonna drive me to crazy! Arh!!!! life-less life!

Recently, catching up a korean drama, named 'Secret Garden'... and i spend 2 days to finish 20 episodes... yeah, i'm great! ahaha~ it's really a nice show... hm... let's see... i don't know whether the story is nice or not... i just watch it because of the actor AND Secret BigBang... the main character Gil Ra Im... it's a girl! haha! she's too too too shuai le! i really got caught by her shuai-ness... somehow, the actors really are cool! even exchanged personality... erh... souls...? they can still act it out... somehow... they're actors what... haha~ but it's nice... and i thought it's a really... quite old drama... but after finish the drama i only know it's last year's (year end somemore...) drama... ok... but why is it so famous ar...? is it really that famous...? hm... don't know...

Ok... i know... i have to stop crapping here... but... really... blogs are like that... it's a place for us to write nonsense... okok... really have to stop here...

Oh ya! my last day at TARC was last friday... i mean the last class... so everyone's taking photos... of course with and without me... and those that Gaara's included... did i eat too much...? i should look even skinnier that MY imagination... but the pictures are FATTER!!!! oh gosh! didn't people photoshoped those pictures before uploading to FB... ah.... it's time to cut my hair!! haha~

There! the end of my crapping story! ahahahaha~

Gaara