i got seizures!!!

Just came back from hospital... due to the fainting from last wednesday, i got an appointment for EEG scanning this morning... after the scan, the doctor said that i got seizure--偶发羊吊了！ although it's just a mild one... but it still can cause me fainting once every few years... (and from my own calculation, it happens once every 3 years!) and now i had to take medicine every day and night... haiz~ why am i that not lucky... i prefer it's just a cause of low blood pressure and low blood sugar... too bad...


oh right, gorgor and jiejie came back to KL... and today's jiejie's last day here... going back at night with Kelly... gorgor might be going back next week...and, this friday's my birthday! yay! and next week's kyouya's birthday! kukuku~ plan to meet...? plan to meet or not...? eh... now only i realized that Mori-senpai's birthday is also on the fifth,5! it's just the month is different! hehe~ and this year, i got 2 days continuous birthdays! because 6 of august is 7 of july in chinese calendar! my birthday too!!! ugagagaga~

recent life... and mangas!

after that severe muscle pain.... i'm like happily walking everywhere... (at home) and it's not denggi or what lah... just maybe too much movement from ondo and get terrible muscle cramp... i really didn't get THAT serious before when i was in bball club... anyway... lately got terrible buttock pain... haha~ might be sitting too muchy jor... it's like almost 13 hours sitting non stop for almost 2 months! that's why... hehe! buttock pain... oh ya... actually today's daddy's birthday... but we didn't celebrate though... and uncle John's here... staying for a night and fly off tomorrow early in the morning... oh ya... recently keep eating a lot of durians... almost everyday i got to have a durian meal... haha!


let's talk about manga... i'm concluding what i get from reading so many mangas...(and it's all purely yaoi... haha!) there are some mangaka i like really muchy due to the drawing style... and i found that most of them (might be all of them...) are girls... and the FANTASIZING is what i wanna say... really... girls definitely very good in fantasizing... not muchy guys like stuff like that... can't even find a mangaka who's a guy...(maybe only girls like romance and love here love there...?) erh... and i don't know... maybe there's much more fujoshi than fudanshi in the world... and i got added into this group of all this yaoi fans...(by a fujoshi friend...) and their fantasizing are... wow... far more from my expectations... they're oh gosh... really think too muchy... i thought i'm the worst le... and... haiz... maybe i'm only the worst among my KC friends...? and only me this crazy girl will fall in love with a manga character for almost 6 years... anyway... i won't let go of Mori-senpai though... he's mine~ gya!


oh... let's say... about fujoshi... i finally knows what it means from wiki...(it says that some people[female] might call themselves fujoshi even they're not that interested in yaoi... it's used as otaku in that term...) due to my friend (a fujoshi...) she really is a true otaku... however... i found that people who are fujoshi mostly are otaku...? don't know... that's what i thought lah... and... i know i'm not one... that's why i always deny it when people said that i read a lot of mangas... i am definitely NOT a otaku... to be a otaku, then i should really work very very hard... but i don't plan on being one... hehe! i'm too lazy to become one...


anyway... other than otaku and fujoshi... let's talk about cosers... (cosers = cosplayers) due to i'm a very very uncured-able fujoshi, ofcourse i'll hope to have yaoi cosplays... but... it's so damn hard to find one... most of the yaoi cosers are girls... and... what it become? it became a yuri cosplay...(although they're cosplaying in male characters...) haiz... i admit it that some of the cosers are pretty cool... but... still it's a girl... haiz... anyway... other than yaoi, ofcourse i'll also will find some very nice photos of those professional cosers.... they're really good in it! they really looks like the real one from manga... they're so damn professional! haiz!(too cool that i sigh...?)


ok... let's stops here... time to go to bed with Mori-senpai! kyaaaaaa~ (and this is fantasizing...)

severe muscle cramp! terrible sore throat!

guess what... the next day after Bon Odori, i got severe muscle cramp! not the usual ones i got after exercising... at first i thought that it's only normal muscle pain... but the difference is it's not the muscle that is in pain but is like muscle cramp or leg twisted pain...(抽筋) through my whole body... i can't even walk properly, use my hands properly... even getting up from a sitting position is painful~ and the number of places affected increased today... by the way, yesterday noon... i had my nap and don't know what happened to my throat, i keep coughing and coughing... after that, my throat sore... and today it worsen! oh gosh... can't even swallow my saliva... but the point is... when i'm eating or drinking... which is when i'm swallowing something it's seems to be alright... but not only saliva... sometimes can't even talk properly... i am so sick! arh!


oh but... i just ate durians after dinner! haha~ don't care about my body at all~ ><

Bon Odori! Yay!

This is my first time to Bon Odori! i had known this festival since i stepped into secondary school... but... everytime i missed the chance to go there... and after i leave my high school... thus finished my pre-u studies... i only got a chance to attend this bon! and it's TODAY! yay! hm... first... let's talk about what i imagined before arrive there... i was imagining it's like a street with a lots of stalls... and of course got people wearing yukata or kimono... and there's this ondo dance there... the ondo dance ring is quite similar to my imagination... but the stalls there is totally different from mine... coz it's held in a stadium... of course they have it in the field... and what i imagined is streets...? got this idea from mangas... hahahaha~ before going there... there's some information which doesn't seems that good...? like... mama said jiejie been to one when she's still in TJ... after school... and the traffic's so terrible and after they reach there it already ended... and i'm so scared when friends are going to drive there in stead of taking public transport... but in the end... it doesn't jam... maybe we arrive early...? we arrived just ngam ngam they started... and luckily there's parking lot for us! and when on the way there... Kyouya sent a message stated that it's quite 'fun'... it's like... not that fun...? but i found it's interesting and fun... maybe i like to dance gua... hehe~ guess jiejie will like it also! i keep dancing the whole ceremony... although the songs are repeated... yet i finished all the dances! haha! oh ya... stuff there are so damn expensive... i spent 15 bucks just for 2 bottles of drinks and 3 onigiri... (and that's my dinner... -.-") somehow i still heard some japanese said... 'hontou ni yasui ne, doushite?' and it means 'it's really cheap huh, why?' walao! those richie! yongsui! oh ya... jiejie told me that there are more people wearing yukata in japan than here... ok... this one i can guess lah.. but it's really a lot of people wearing it! besides japanese... some malays and indians... chinese i don't know... cause i really couldn't tell the differences between chinese and japanese... although some really looks much different! and... just don't say i'm racist... i just felt that it's 'quite' weird to have kudung with yukata... heh... >.< oh ya... saw a guy really manga... his hair style... but i think his dressing is due to the perfomance lah... yet! the outfit is so damn cool! when it's under spotlight... haha~ cause it's made of what's that call? erh... light reflecting materials...? and i can't move my eyes away from him... keeps staring at people...'s pants... haha~ cause only the pants are attractive... although the hairstyle too... but i like the outfit ONLY~ ahaha~ and some kodomo are sooooo cute~ GYA! they're running everywhere with their cute little yukata~ haha~ so cute~ oh... and i got 2 bon odori fans as souvenir... haha~ (although it's quickly become rubbish at home... ><) and, that's all my first trip today! hehe~

Damn stupid violin exam...

Today... is my stupid violin Grade 5 exam... and guess what? i failed it!!! -.- it's not that i wanna fail it... is that haiz... yeah... it's my fault... -.- 3 exam pieces are in a mess... and scales and arpeggios are all out of tune... let's not talk about sight reading... it's totally rubbish! i even don't know what i'm playing... start to laugh out in the middle of the piece... -.-" then... that's the aural test... the first test is the singing test... ok... ruffly pass i guess... and that stupid sigh singing... -.- always... always! got one note out of tune -.-" haiz... that's true that  A SINGER IS NOT A FAMILY OF MUSICIANS... then the answering questions... how to explain why i choose 20th century oh?!?!?! teacher didn't explain to me what... -.- i only know Barack is serious... Classical is happy and simple... Romantic and Modern  i totally don't know how to explain... i rather he ask he whether it's homophonic or contrapuntal... baka! >< and this last question! clap and say whether is 2,3 or 4 time... i stupidly said 3 time... and after that i only figure it out is 4-.- i SHOULD have said 4 no matter what!!! oh gosh!!!! it's a total mess!!!!


and before exam... i got a terrible nightmare... i dreamed myself totally couldn't play all the 3 exam pieces... and the examinar's going to fail me.. and i begged to let me try again... and yet... still fail... -.- haiz... this is so losing confident... -.- stupid exams! crap!!!! ARH!!!! yongshui!!!! ><

Oh... Scary...

It's a nightmare again! another nightmare! oh gosh... this time... it's like i'm watching movie like that... it's so bloody too... -.- this time it's more to final destination those disgusting dying style... -.- fingers got chopped off... the hands keep bleeding non stop... everywhere's covered with blood... this time... there's no sensor of those creepy images... oh gosh... made me so damn frightened... luckily i'm not in that 'role'...? i'm just an audience... hehe~ but... it's so terribly scary... it's like it happens right in front of me... this close... you can see everything... arh!!! i'm gonna crazy!!! now i know! it's definitely that stupid violin exams' fault! yesh!

Dream...? Nightmare...?

Guess what? i had a nightmare last night... i seldom have nightmares... even though i have dreams like being chased by others... it's also appears to be like Jacky Chan's action movies those type... and normally i have this sort of action dreams is due to stress...? (oh ya... normally i couldn't know that whether i'm stressful or not... it only shows with my action dreams...) but last night... i don't think i have anything to be stress about... (or maybe my violin exam...?) but i got a really scary nightmare... it's like those korean horror ghost movie like that... everywhere's so bloody... the whole place covered with blood... but it's also feels like the scene i 'watched' before... so that i 'know' what's going to happen and i can ditch away from the 'ghost' or what attacks... yup! at last i don't know how i ran out... i'm alive... but the weird thing is... those bloody scenes should be bloody but i don't find that it's THAT bloody... maybe even in my dreams someone 'sensored' it...? hahahaha~ my dream is so dramatic~ but... it's really really scary... ><


And this afternoon... i took a 3 hours nap... (this is my normal napping period... ><) dreamed quite alot...? first one is... i don't know why... it's like i'm laughing weirdly... creepy laugh...? haha~ and i even found that in reality i'm smiling while sleeping... -.-" but it sometimes happens on me... then it's jiejie's cruise trip... don't know why... it became 'The Singapore's First Star Cruise'... and what's inside it are something weird...? big casino...(this should be there lah!) and wildlife conservations (=.=|||), theme parks... and sorts of funny things... and i even blamed that why jiejie didn't bring me along... hahahaha~ and the third dream...don't know why... it appears that i'm a working girl... maybe office lady...? -.- and i'm heading somewhere with my colleges for lunch... we 'cycle' there with a weird looking bike... and on the road... i think there's cars around but we just don't care about it... then after we reach the restorant... most of the people feel like eating prawn noodles... (and i don't know why... -.-" hate it!) some wants to eat YeeMee...(oh gosh... all are the ones i hate! yesh!) and there's 10 of us... so i ordered 5 sets of 'HaMin soup'(prawn noodles soup), 4 sets of YeeMee dry and 1 set of PanMee soup...(that's mine! hehe) then we're waiting.... and i found that my PanMee soup is so different from KL's.. it's Tomato with eggs soup base... it's like 番茄浇汤板面... sounds weird for noodles though... and i'm gonna eat it then daddy wake me up for dinner.... >< oh gosh! it looks so damn yummy and i couldn't try it even one bit!!! gosh!!!!!


Mommy gave a conclusion of my dreams... when i'm telling her my nightmare story... she said... am i writing novels? haha~ because i remembered the details so clearly! like... where's the key for the door to escape... and there's a couple in the room... and there's 3 people in the stuff room... 2 teachers and 1 student... and the student appeared to be 'my' best friend in this scary nightmare... AND she's the one got 'controlled' by the 'ghost'...? and she's the one killing us... >< that stuff room should be the first place where people got killed...( according to the movie in my dream...?) but it happens in the classroom i think... first... i saw it when there's alot of things in my hands... i abandoned them and start running to the doors... i passed by a few guys which are my classmates and ask them to run too... but i don't think they make it... >< and the story starts... oh gosh... stop thinking about it... it's scary and now is late night le~ GYA!  oh ya... at the final part where i got rescued... on a bus... don't know why... gorgor, jiejie and kelly is there... and kelly's sitting behind me... starts coughing... and it terrifies me... (information from that dream, people who are coughing might be the victim of the 'ghost'....? by turning them into a killer...?) and that's it! the end!!! oh gosh... now that i look at it... it really is so dramatic! like a movie!!! >< anyway... my dreams are like that! haha


Mori-senpai... Tasukete ne!!!

How to Train Your Dragon!! Toothless!!! GYA!

You know what... i have been rewatching this movie 'How to Train Your Dragon' alot of times recently! I watched 6 times within 2 weeks now... maybe tomorrow might watch again... or maybe later... but i just finished watching JUST NOW! Oh gosh... this movie is so addicting... why? because... Toothless the Night Fury!!! He's so so so damn cool!!! he's cool! he's cute!!! oh gosh... look at his flying skills!!!! looks at his power!! and also his intelligence!!! oh gosh!!! i really wanna own one...

Meet Toothless the Night Fury!

This is the movie i mentioned! Toothless and Hiccup!

See this cute Toothless??

And... let me also introduce the soundtrack of this movie... most of the songs are orchestra based music... it's for the background music in the movie... there's only one song with human vocal... it is used  as the ending song of the movie... haha~ AND, the song, 'Forbidden Friendship'! it's very nice! i really like it very muchy! although the main theme is great too... but i LOVE this song! and i also attached a video for this song... it's part of the movie scene in 'How to Train Your Dragon'!!! hope you guys like it!!!

Here's the video! 'Forbidden Friendship'!