Haiz... Feel like crying!

Bad day! such a bad day! that stupid Chem P4 crash my life today! stupid stupid stupid! baka baka baka!!! arh!!!! why is it like that... it's totally different from pass year papers... crap crap crap!!! Woo... feel like crying... but no tears come out... -.-"

And this is the last week i'm staying at hostel... got smacked out by the office... i even haven't finish my exam yet! haha~ and daddy's very sick now... everytime scared that i got infected by him... but it's wednesday now! and i'm still healthy healthy here... and i don't even care about small flus... (i can even start hopping around half an hour later after my dizziness...) see? see what kind of a person i am? I'M A STRONG GIRL!  kukuku...

Recently got a habit of laughing as 'kukuku..' haha~ it's kinda weird... but don't know why, just feel like doing it... haha~ some how.. i'm 'laughter' has no once been 'normal' before... so... not much to be surprised... haha~

Oh ya... Kyouya's very sick now too... don't know... maybe the weather's changing... everybody fall sick easily... and I'M sitting for my exams... haiz... it's like that... not until exam time no people get sick! haha~ and just really feel like meeting Kyouya lor... dont' know... too long time didn't see her le... Meh them also... but i give up meet them out le... coz every time not until 4 of us can meet out they won't see me geh... -.-" like i'm a monster or what? although I'M a Vampwolf... Gya! and found that meeting out with Kyouya is much more easier!

Oh ya... heard that daddy wanna go Singapore right after my exam finish... maybe i can go find Meh... but really don't know how...? oh gosh! my passport should be expired jor! is it..? don't know... should go back and check... miss jiejie... and gorgor, gorgor suan le bah... we're in two different world le... -.-" cannot communicate jor! kukuku~

Haha~ and there we stop here... KU! :P

Gaara

Almost fainted today...

Wow... today really almost fainted... today it's my first day... so it's like a bit PMS... hehe... and yesterday i didn't even sleep properly... stay up late late at night like now... haha! then afternoon we went to MidValley for lunch... i can't even finish my lunch and start to feel dizzy... very dizzy until sweat like bathing... then luckily gor gor's there.. and i no need to walk by myself to the car with mom them... and gor gor piggy back me to the car park... before reaching the car park even got a wheelchair for me! gya! anyway... it's a half an hour thing... and i like nothing on the car way to clinic le... and i even jump down from the car and hop to mama there to the clinic! kekeke~ oh.. by the way... it's BeiJing TongRenTang... so... conclusion... nothing lah!

And just now i checked back my old times' collections... it's all the notes, short messages and some letters from my KC's friends... and some birthday cards too... then i found that... actually a lot of people like me...? haha! it's like quite perasan to say that... but as for a person who's not popular in school like me... got at least 5 person like me jor... so... it's kinda... weird... or happy...? haha! oh right, all 5 are girls... haha! maybe i'm really looks like some one that girls will like instead of guys...? haha! but i'm really really not a homo... hontou dana! and now in TARC i'm guessing for maybe 3 person like me lah... maybe this time i really perasan lah... haha! aiya... i'm like that... no cure! haha

Hm... somehow... maybe i'm actually very popular at school (KC)... i mean among teachers... coz last time i went back... a lot a lot of teachers remember me... even can call out my name and still remember which batch and which class i'm in when they teach me... haha... maybe I'M really a very very bad student...? haha! somehow i'm happy that i'm that popular... then it means that students might also know me! ugagagaga~ ok... i'm a bit out of control here... don't think too much lah! it's over! kuku~

Anyway, last 3 papers ganbatte lah... gor gor's returning to SG tomorrow noon... so... bye bye from here first lah... and don't know whether we can go have some fun or not... he's starting his internship next week... until his final year starts... haiz... our time always crash... it's either i'm having holiday and he's taking exam or the other way... -.-" ok... stop here then... ja!

oh ya! i'm growing my wisdom tooth! teehee!

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Two weeks to go... and only 3 papers left... time passes so quickly... in two weeks time i'll the an ex-TARCian... After that... what to do? somehow i know i will miss a lot of people! firstly, the bball gang... coz it's my only time and only gang that will play bball with me... haiz... peggie them still can meet out anytime... but playing bball is not easy to gather... haiz... 

And now... missing Kyouya all the time... haha! don't know... just... everytime thought of her... what can i do...? yet, still miss her... Kyouya, it's YOUR time to treat me a cake! kyaa! haha... really feel like meeting Ya now... ><

Oh ya... recently 'next next door' don't know why... start to 'run away' from me le... haiz... feel like i'm being drag by her everytime... and don't know why... everytime i just feel like being fooled by her... it's like she wants to show that i'm always listen to what she said... =.=||| really really perasan! i don't know lah... maybe she think that i still 'like' her that's why i'll listen to every word she said...? wah!!! chinca michoso! i don't know lah... maybe all those at school popular popular geh people also think like that one..? even Sandra...? hahah! i really dohn't know muchy about her... anyway, back to the topic... this person... i don't know why i really got annoyed by her... emotion...? erh... how to say... haiz... just... i loose all my pride...? in front of her... i'm really like a pahbo! haiz... 

Senpai... doushiru...? ore wa hontou ni tsukaretta... ano teme bakayarou kara... haiz... senpai wa hontou ni aitai ne... ma...senpai wa ore no soba ni iru ne, itsumo! haha!

Oh... should stop here... other people might think i'm crazy... haha! joudan dana! joudan! but... it's really time to stop... see ya...

Opps... before that... thanks to those who really truely like me... i know i'm a bad bad girl... demo sa, hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu ne, senpai! kyaaaa!

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Watched some MV just now... and now i can conclude one thing... not only that i lilong hair guys... i also like short hair girls... is like... they're really very attractive... let's see...


for guys, 1. Heechul (SuJu) 2. Taemin (SHINee) 3. Kevin (U-kiss) 4. Kim Jae Wook (Antique Bakery - SeonWoo) 5. Jang Keun Seuk...


for girls, 1. GaIn (BEG) 2. Ha Ji Won (Secret Garden - RaIm) 3. Eunjung (T-ara) 4. Park Shin Hye (You're Beautiful - MiNam) 5. Min ( Miss A)


ok... now i think i'm abit weird... anyway, it won't affect me either... somehow i'm really a weirdo! haha


yesterday chit chat with KC friends... erh.. Baby YingYee lah... and i only know that she and BeeBee really thought that i'm a real L (les...)... ok... i odn't know why... they say i just make them feel like one... -.- but if i really really really only aiming for girls, then i WON'T love Mori-senpai for almost 5 years lah!!!! Baaaaaaka~


hm... did i really look like one...? who prefer girls more than guys...?

New home new life...

What a nice tittle for this... Some how i'm not really gonna write something about this new blog... last blog i abandoned thought i don't feel like abandon it... but it's not MSN Space at all... it's totally different thing... if i have to start again, why don't i choose something more people knows...? Anyway, blogs are created for people to read... although i said not to say something about this, but i  just accidentally crapped so much without knowing... and here to say sorry about my old blogs... really miss you guys...(yeah, i'm someone who's choose to live in the past...)

Anyway, A-level final examination's coming... and i'm still sitting in front of the computer, creating my new blog, posting rubbish... still... don't plan to study those stupid things... it's gonna drive me to crazy! Arh!!!! life-less life!

Recently, catching up a korean drama, named 'Secret Garden'... and i spend 2 days to finish 20 episodes... yeah, i'm great! ahaha~ it's really a nice show... hm... let's see... i don't know whether the story is nice or not... i just watch it because of the actor AND Secret BigBang... the main character Gil Ra Im... it's a girl! haha! she's too too too shuai le! i really got caught by her shuai-ness... somehow, the actors really are cool! even exchanged personality... erh... souls...? they can still act it out... somehow... they're actors what... haha~ but it's nice... and i thought it's a really... quite old drama... but after finish the drama i only know it's last year's (year end somemore...) drama... ok... but why is it so famous ar...? is it really that famous...? hm... don't know...

Ok... i know... i have to stop crapping here... but... really... blogs are like that... it's a place for us to write nonsense... okok... really have to stop here...

Oh ya! my last day at TARC was last friday... i mean the last class... so everyone's taking photos... of course with and without me... and those that Gaara's included... did i eat too much...? i should look even skinnier that MY imagination... but the pictures are FATTER!!!! oh gosh! didn't people photoshoped those pictures before uploading to FB... ah.... it's time to cut my hair!! haha~

There! the end of my crapping story! ahahahaha~

Gaara