Today... is my stupid violin Grade 5 exam... and guess what? i failed it!!! -.- it's not that i wanna fail it... is that haiz... yeah... it's my fault... -.- 3 exam pieces are in a mess... and scales and arpeggios are all out of tune... let's not talk about sight reading... it's totally rubbish! i even don't know what i'm playing... start to laugh out in the middle of the piece... -.-" then... that's the aural test... the first test is the singing test... ok... ruffly pass i guess... and that stupid sigh singing... -.- always... always! got one note out of tune -.-" haiz... that's true that A SINGER IS NOT A FAMILY OF MUSICIANS... then the answering questions... how to explain why i choose 20th century oh?!?!?! teacher didn't explain to me what... -.- i only know Barack is serious... Classical is happy and simple... Romantic and Modern i totally don't know how to explain... i rather he ask he whether it's homophonic or contrapuntal... baka! >< and this last question! clap and say whether is 2,3 or 4 time... i stupidly said 3 time... and after that i only figure it out is 4-.- i SHOULD have said 4 no matter what!!! oh gosh!!!! it's a total mess!!!!
and before exam... i got a terrible nightmare... i dreamed myself totally couldn't play all the 3 exam pieces... and the examinar's going to fail me.. and i begged to let me try again... and yet... still fail... -.- haiz... this is so losing confident... -.- stupid exams! crap!!!! ARH!!!! yongshui!!!! ><
wah.. you can know you fail immediately one meh? But it sounded much worse than my Grade 8 exam. At least I finish my 3 pieces, scale, barely finish the sight reading, and answered the question (right or wrong dunno lar). Although Mr Lum half expected I will fail...
ReplyDeletedon't say le... it's so damn terrible!!! arh! sad sad sad... ><
ReplyDeletePull yourself together, =) you will be alright =)
ReplyDeleteJust take it as an experience..
It's good to have different experiences and try various things when you are young, otherwise you will get old very soon,(Like what your sis was saying about me during earlier dinner, =( *totally disagree )
Anyway, don't let dreams affect you...
still, have fun dreaming =)