recent life... and mangas!

after that severe muscle pain.... i'm like happily walking everywhere... (at home) and it's not denggi or what lah... just maybe too much movement from ondo and get terrible muscle cramp... i really didn't get THAT serious before when i was in bball club... anyway... lately got terrible buttock pain... haha~ might be sitting too muchy jor... it's like almost 13 hours sitting non stop for almost 2 months! that's why... hehe! buttock pain... oh ya... actually today's daddy's birthday... but we didn't celebrate though... and uncle John's here... staying for a night and fly off tomorrow early in the morning... oh ya... recently keep eating a lot of durians... almost everyday i got to have a durian meal... haha!


let's talk about manga... i'm concluding what i get from reading so many mangas...(and it's all purely yaoi... haha!) there are some mangaka i like really muchy due to the drawing style... and i found that most of them (might be all of them...) are girls... and the FANTASIZING is what i wanna say... really... girls definitely very good in fantasizing... not muchy guys like stuff like that... can't even find a mangaka who's a guy...(maybe only girls like romance and love here love there...?) erh... and i don't know... maybe there's much more fujoshi than fudanshi in the world... and i got added into this group of all this yaoi fans...(by a fujoshi friend...) and their fantasizing are... wow... far more from my expectations... they're oh gosh... really think too muchy... i thought i'm the worst le... and... haiz... maybe i'm only the worst among my KC friends...? and only me this crazy girl will fall in love with a manga character for almost 6 years... anyway... i won't let go of Mori-senpai though... he's mine~ gya!


oh... let's say... about fujoshi... i finally knows what it means from wiki...(it says that some people[female] might call themselves fujoshi even they're not that interested in yaoi... it's used as otaku in that term...) due to my friend (a fujoshi...) she really is a true otaku... however... i found that people who are fujoshi mostly are otaku...? don't know... that's what i thought lah... and... i know i'm not one... that's why i always deny it when people said that i read a lot of mangas... i am definitely NOT a otaku... to be a otaku, then i should really work very very hard... but i don't plan on being one... hehe! i'm too lazy to become one...


anyway... other than otaku and fujoshi... let's talk about cosers... (cosers = cosplayers) due to i'm a very very uncured-able fujoshi, ofcourse i'll hope to have yaoi cosplays... but... it's so damn hard to find one... most of the yaoi cosers are girls... and... what it become? it became a yuri cosplay...(although they're cosplaying in male characters...) haiz... i admit it that some of the cosers are pretty cool... but... still it's a girl... haiz... anyway... other than yaoi, ofcourse i'll also will find some very nice photos of those professional cosers.... they're really good in it! they really looks like the real one from manga... they're so damn professional! haiz!(too cool that i sigh...?)


ok... let's stops here... time to go to bed with Mori-senpai! kyaaaaaa~ (and this is fantasizing...)